I made a new LiveJournal a few days ago, but I was too lazy to make an intro post when I made it. But I made an intro post just now, so I'll be using that.

If you want a link to it, ask me :]

<3Emma
 

So I've been talking to Kerry. It's interesting, and really weird, but not in a bad way

Ugh
I'm constantly really hot from being sick, and my palms are all sweaty. It fucking sucks.
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I keep getting more and more sick. Blegh.

I really don't have anything else to write...

<3Emma

BEING SICK IS FAIL.

I'm applying for a job. I'm supposed to hear from them in the next week. I really hope I get it >[ I desperately need the money. Plus the job has amazing benefits and pretty good pay, and a lot of customer interaction which I like.

Peyton introduced me to a band called Sabrepulse, and I adore them <3 They're fantastic.
nXc=complete<LOVE3
I remember back in the day when I used to listen to nintendocore all the time. I think those days are back XD

I've been drawing a picture of a tree all day. It was totally random; I was just scribbling on a piece of paper with my pen I use to draw comics, and I ended up drawing a tree. It's not done, but I kind of like it. It's just a silhouette of a tree, really. I might add something into the background. Not sure. Maybe I'll make it all crazy and symbolic. We'll see.
I also wrote a little more of my book. I realized my main character is based on one of my friends. It wasn't intentional, but they're so much alike it's crazy. I like it, though. "Write what you know", right?

Hang on I'm gonna go draw my tree for a bit, random burst of inspiration...

Alright

Blegh. I feel weird, emotionally. And physically, for that matter, since I'm sick. But I feel like... like... a whole new form of lonely. Not worse, but definitely not better. Just strange. Kind of... hmmm... lost? But I know where I should be going and I know what I'm looking for? I don't know. That made no sense. But somehow it's exactly how I feel.
It's like I'm wandering in the dark through a forest that I've never been in before, and I have no idea where I am, but I know exactly where I want to end up. I just have no idea how I'm going to get there. I know it's possible, and I know it exists, but I don't have a map and there's nobody around who knows where the place I'm talking about it located, so I just keep wandering and hoping I bump into it, or into someone who can lead me there.
That probably sounded completely insane.
But what else is new?

<3Emma

I'm getting a cold I think :[[[
I hate colds ><

In other news, I'm writing a new book. It's kind of a mix between fantasy, romance, and drama. It's coming out pretty good though :D

I really don't have much to write about...

Oh dude, okay so I have 3 hamsters now. My mum, against my advice, put them all in the same cage. Now Bella is being a FUCKING BITCH to Alice [Bella & Edward were in one cage, and Alice was in the other, so Alice smells different]. I had to separate them today and put Alice in the travel tank :/

I hung out with Sean, Rachel, Max, and Donato yesterday. It was pretty boss.
Sean tickled me a lot >[ and he tried to poke me with the tongs Donato used to feed dead mice to his snake. It wasn't very nice of himmm XP I accidentally ended up touching the tongs, and Sean made fun of me but then I rubbed the hand I'd touched them with on him XD Revenge is sweet.
It was fun though. I watched Sean play Castlevania for a while, and we talked about a lot of different stuff. I like talking to Sean, because no matter what we're talking about it's always a chill conversation. Plus he makes me laugh a lot :]
I hung out with everybody else too, but most of my time was spent with Sean because Rachel and Donato would go cuddle and stuff so we'd just chill in the living roomish thing in the basement, and when Max was there I just kind of watched everybody play video games.

Blegh. I'm gonna make tea or something and write.

<3Emma
 

I was thinking earlier about something Peyton told me. She said that the thing she dislikes the most about me is how easily I get attached to people. I wasn't mad/upset at all. I told her it wasn't going to change, but it didn't really phase me that she said it.

But I did realize something.

I love how easily I get attached to people. I mean, I get hurt a lot because of it, and I get taken for granted a lot, but I wouldn't be me if I didn't get so attached. I wouldn't be the friend I am, and I wouldn't be the girlfriend I am when I go out with boys. I would be another stupid teenager who doesn't really care about any of the people they date or talk to, and who needs more of that? We already have thousands of teens who are dating just to date, and who don't do shit for their friends.

I think she specifically meant that she didn't like that I got so attached to Sean.
But I'm happy about that, too.
Sean's one of my very best friends, and he made me extremely happy when we were going out. He was a great boyfriend. I'm glad that I grew so attached to him, even though it hurt me more than anything when he broke up with me.
But I wouldn't have wanted that relationship to be meaningless to me and for me to just have been like, "k whatever bye." Going out with him taught me a lot about myself and made me a lot more confident.

And as for Kerry, who's the only other person I've been that attached to... 3 years of my life were spent on that boy, and being as attached to him as I was helped mold me to be who I am today. It made our bond UNBELIEVABLY strong, and it made it so that the relationship isn't something we're ever going to forget. He was a huge part of my life because of the fact that I got incredibly attached to him in a two week period of time, and I wouldn't take it back for the world. I'm so glad to have had him in my life, and we may never have dated at all if I hadn't been so quick to fall for him. He hurt me numerous times, but it all just made me a stronger person in the long run.

I would never change how easily I get attached to people. I think it might be one of my favourite qualities about myself. I learn so much more than I would otherwise because of it, and I'm more caring and considerate because of it. It makes me strive to be an amazing girlfriend, and it's just all around a good thing for me.

:]

<3Emma

RANT!

I hate when people complain all the time about everything. It's so pointless. People will complain CONSTANTLY. I know people who I can't spend an hour with without them complaining about something or another. I complain sometimes, just like everyone else. But I'm not like,
Me: "Hey, what's your favourite colour?"
Person: "Pink."
Me: "I HATE THE COLOUR PINK. IT REMINDS ME OF PIGS. I HATE PIGS. GOD. THANKS FOR MENTIONING THAT COLOUR. NOW I'LL BE MAD ALL DAY CAUSE I'LL BE THINKING OF PIGS. YOU SUCK. BYE."
Like seriously, just stop. Shit happens.
It's alright to bitch when you're really annoyed by something or really sad or angry about something. I don't care if you want to complain to me about how your parents are being lame and won't let you go to a party, or about how your boyfriend said something you took as mean. But when you're complaining about everything from your relationships to your friends to food to pigeons to music to school to pencils to hand lotion, it gets ridiculous.
Pick what you let upset you.

Don't bother getting into a bad mood all day because you asked for lemon lip gloss and your mum accidentally got you cherry. Just deal with it.
Don't complain when people do things for you and it's "not good enough". Appreciate it.
Don't take your relationship for granted and bitch over every single little tiny microscopic problem. Work things out and be happy you have someone.

One of my biggest pet peeves is people who are in great, longterm relationships with people who love them, and they bitch about everything and are mean to the person.
I don't want to hear you tell me about how your boyfriend took you out for dinner but he could only afford a small restaurant blah blah blah. I've loved two boys that I've gone out with. I wouldn't have cared if they took me to fucking McDonald's. To me, the important thing is that I'm with them. I don't give a shit what we're doing. We could be sitting on rocks talking about feet for all I care. Just appreciate your time with them. You never know when it will end. You'll think nothing will happen, but it could. Even if it doesn't and you two stay together forever, don't take moments for granted. Savour every second you have with the person. Enjoy every minute you can. Make them feel appreciated and safe and loved and like they can tell you anything. If you're always bitching because of things they say or do, they'll stop telling you things for fear of you getting mad/sad. So be understanding and put yourself in their shoes, even if something they do or say bothers you. Hear them out, and don't be oversensitive. It just wastes valuable time.
When I was with Kerry, I wasted the first year of our relationship being jealous and paranoid. I missed out on so many good things because I couldn't stop thinking about the bad. It took him cheating on me, my worst fear coming true, to make me be able to appreciate it when we got back together, and appreciate every second of our relationship and, after we broke up the second time, friendship.
When I was with Sean, I made the most of everything. I remember every second I spent with him, because I knew it might not last forever and I didn't want to miss out on the unbelievable happiness he could make me feel. I have never in my entire life felt so happy and carefree and safe and cared for as I did with Sean. I know people have ten thousand bitch fits a day about how I couldn't POSSIBLY love Sean because we only went out for 3 months, but those people can shut up. I started falling in love with Sean before he even asked me out, and the first time we truly kissed was when I fell completely. I don't think he felt as strongly for me at all. But I felt that for him. Time has absolutely nothing to do with it. Time builds memories, knowledge of each other, and security. But time isn't why you fall in love. It just happens, or at least for me it does. I don't decide in any way who I fall in love with or when I fall for them. I don't think it's possible to hold off falling in love until you've been going out for at least a year or some bullshit like that. That's ridiculous.

WHICH LEADS TO RANT #2!

Love isn't an exact science. There isn't anyone in the entire world that knows everything about love. There's no scientific reasoning why you can't fall in love as a teenager. Nobody understands love. Humans know nothing about it except that we can feel it, and some humans don't even know that, or deny it.
I hate when people say shit like, "Teenagers can't be in love.", "You can't fall in love until you're at least [insert age here].", "You're not mature enough to be in love."
I don't believe that there's an age limit on when you can and cannot fall in love. I fell in love for the first time at 12 years old. Yeah. I speak truth.
As for maturity, maturity does not create the ability to fall in love. I believe that you can be in love and not be mature enough to know what you're feeling, but I don't believe that you can be too immature to fall in love. Just because you don't comprehend your emotions clearly enough to realize what you're experiencing doesn't mean that you're not in love, it just means you haven't fully grasped it yet. That's my opinion.
I also hate people who think that just because they've had 40982908569025802 boyfriends, or just because they're relationship has lasted 2 years, that they know everything about love. Being in love has nothing to do with other people's love. Everyone's love is different, and everyone has different ways of expressing their love. Just because someone else doesn't show their love the same way you do doesn't mean they aren't in love. You have zero right to judge whether or not someone is in love, so shut the hell up. You aren't them. You have no possible way of knowing if they're truly in love, and you never will. You are not almighty just because you've felt love. I give advice on love and relationships based on experience and by putting myself in other people's shoes, but I would never for a second say that I know for a fact whether or not someone's in love because unless you're that person, you have no clue. So just stop. Enjoy your own love and stop pretending you know everything about everyone else's love. You don't. You never will. You never have. You're ignorant for thinking you do. So stop. Now.

glsdjgklsdglskjgdslgds

END OF RANTS!

<3Emma
 

This weekend was fucking EPIC.

Halloween- Picked up Peyton, went to Donato's where Sean, Peyton, Rachel, Donato, and I were meeting up, chilled there for a bit, went trick-or-treating, got Max, continued until 10:30ish, went back to my house, went to the cemetery to have a cemetery party [creepy shit, dude. Not gonna write about it here though.], came back to my house, went to Donato's house, slept over there
Saturday- Stayed at Donato's until 10 PM, everyone went home
Sunday- Sean, Donato, Max, and Peyton came to my house for my birthday, it was pretty rad, and I got really comfy slippers :D

That's the extremely short version. But it was awesome :]
I'm super happy :DDD

<3Emma

LYRIC TIME WOOOOO!

Tonight I suggest wearing your best dress
And when we show up they're gonna be so jealous
Tonight I think I'm gonna make a scene of your scene
Because I'm full of appologies
And everybody in the party will still be up dancing
And you're gonna hate me

If things get any worse
I would consider making all new best friends
If this seems better then girl
I wouldn't be caught dead in that dress

So we wrote this song so you know you're not invited
Cause the party is on and you can sit at home in silence
Don't even ask cause you're not coming in
Look the party is on
Yeah but don't get too excited

See I've got this plan to make the girls dance
And a pretty good idea how to make them drop their...

Tonight I think I'm falling asleep in the backseat
After party well that's so me
I'm dialing every single number I swore I would never dial
And you can't stop me

If things get any worse
I would consider making all new best friends
And start a new band in a new land
Where the kids know how to dance

So we wrote this song so you know you're not invited
Cause the party is on and you can sit at home in silence
Don't even ask cause you're not coming in
Oh, yeah the party is on, yeah but don't get too excited

We've been drinking since we started
But I can't remember when
Got replaced with memories, yeah that we just can't forget
We are in love with loving
We are not right in our heads
We have girlfriends in cities
Yea that we have never been
Until we come back again

Okay

So we wrote this song so you know you're not invited
Cause the party is on and you can sit at home in silence
Don't even ask cause you're not coming in
(Don't even ask, you're not coming in)
Oh yeah the party is on, yeah but don't get too excited

We said it a thousand times
But if you forgot
we're so fed up with your lies
We got so many better things to do right now
Than you wasting our time
We said it a thousand times
But if you forgot
We're so fed up with you
We got so many other things to do

Drinking
Since we can't remember when

We've been drinking since we started
But I can't remember when
Got replaced with memories, yeah that we just can't forget
We are in love with loving
We are not right in our heads
We have girlfriends in cities that we have never been

I love when people make assumptions based on a very small amount of knowledge!
<3
-facepalm-
Seriously, people need to stop pretending that they know everything.

Anyways!
I'm crazy amounts of bored so I decided to update this jazz again.

I'm chilling with Donato tomorrow. That's gonna be pretty rad :D I don't know if anyone else is chilling with us too or not.

Yayyy there's only a few days till my birthday :D And even less days till Halloween :D
I don't know who's actually gonna be able to come over on my birthday but I'm pretty sure most of the people are coming. Sean definitely is he says, and Peyton and Donato are. Everyone else had to make sure they weren't doing anything important first.
Halloween is hopefully going to pwn though. It's gonna be what was formerly The Couples, plus Mackie I think. Someone's mum is gonna drive us all over the place, and then we'll go back to Donato's house or my house. And then afterwards Rachel and Peyton are sleeping over my house, and Sean and Max are sleeping at Donato's, and we're probably gonna chill all night. It's pretty much gonna be like the old Couples Nights, except that Sean and I aren't dating.

I was in a kind of sad mood today, but there wasn't really anything wrong. I just felt... discontent for some reason.
And then I heard some shit about someone putting words in my mouth, which was awesome.
But I'm pretty chill now I guess.

That's about all I have to write about.

<3Emma

I haven't written in a while so I figured I would

So Dean's show on the 17th kicked ass. He was really good and very personable to the crowd. My parents went, and they both really liked it, and they liked Dean when they met him after the show.
Dean hung out with me and Peyton for about an hour afterwards which was pretty cool. He played something at my daddy's request, though I don't remember what it was.

My birthday is coming up. I'll be 16 on November 2nd :]]]
I'm having a small party at my mum's house. It'll be Donato, Sean, Dean, Max, Peyton, and Rachel. Then later on in November I'm having a big party :D It's gonna be fantastic.

I'm being homeschooled now. It's actually insanely awesome. I have pen pals in Germany, and I'm part of this online postcard thing. I'm doing a project on the Salem Witch Trials. I like it a lot :D

My Germany epals are named Raphaela [AKA Rexy] and Rebecca [AKA Becky]. Becky has only written me back once since I've started this, but Raphaela writes me every day. She asks me a lot of questions, and it's fun to tell her about America :DD Plus she's adorable cause she doesn't speak English very well so some things just sound funny when she writes them XD

I miss being friends with Kerry. I wish there was some way for me to become friends with him again, but I'm afraid if I asked him about it he wouldn't want to. I'm on a different social level than him. I'm popular, but not with the same people he's popular with. I don't think he'd care really, but on a social level it might cause him problems. I don't know. I just miss being friends with someone who knows me extremely well. Someone who really knows how deeply the hopeless romantic stuff goes with me, someone who knows that I can't just not help people who ask for my help, someone who cared enough to take the time out to fully understand my personality and the way my mind works. He's the only person who's ever done that, the only person who's put so much effort into getting to know me.
I hoped that Sean and I were going to last and that he'd eventually know me that well too, but I don't think Sean would've gone through the effort. He says he cares about me, but I just don't think he cares enough to do that.

Well I'm gonna go. I'll update this again at some point :P

<3Emma

So I'm in a pretty good mood
:]
I've got pumpkin pie and I'm about to listen to music :D
And I'm hanging out with Donato tomorrow and hopefully Dean ^__^ Yayyyy!
Then Friday Donato, Peyton, me, and possibly Max are going to Dean's show :]
This past weekend I hung out with Peyton, Dean, Donato, Sean, and Max, and then Monday was Donato's birthday, and today I got accepted to this thing on YouTube I was auditioning for!
So this has been a pretty awesome week.

I'm gonna go check my YouTube now, ttyl

<3Emma
 

Highlight of my day:
Same sex marriage has been LEGALIZED in CT :DDD
WINNN.
-does a dance-

I have a new friend :] His name's Dean.
I've known him for a while but we just became friends this week. We hung out yesterday and it was pretty awesome. He's really cool, and really easy to talk to ^_^ We have a lot in common. It's pretty cool to have someone who can relate to a lot of the things I say.

I'm going to my daddy's tonight and I'm excited cause my camera cord got left there and I have a bunch of awesome pictures to upload :D

Well I'm gonna go

<3Emma

I wish there wore more decent guys in this damn town. And world.
Guys who are loyal, trustworthy, funny, sweet, caring, nice, fun to be around, and aren't afraid of commitment.

That's pretty much all I have to say.

<3Emma

So my favourite bands of the week are Danger Radio and Simon and Milo :D

So the past few days - no, the past few weeks - has been like I entered the Twilight Zone or something. I mean, you know how when you're talking about something or someone and you're like, "That would never happen."? Yeah, all those things are happening.
It's crazy weird x_x

<3Emma

So it turns out my hamster's sick :[
We're taking him to the vet tomorrow. Hopefully he'll live through the night.

Blegh. I hate people.
RANT TIMEEE!!!
I hate when teenage boys are like to their guy friends, "I FUCKED 5084 GIRLS LAST WEEKEND!" or, "FUCK 'EM AND LEAVE 'EM." or, "I'VE POPPED SO MANY CHERRIES!"
Like honestly, what the fuck? How do you think that makes us feel? Girls never have any clue whether a guy actually gives a shit about them or if he's just using them because we're always paranoid we're just being used because you guys are FUCKING STUPID and feel the need to brag about all the fucking virgins you had sex with and all the girls you've fucked & dumped.
Okay, here's the deal:
I don't care how much I adore you, or how cool of a person you are, or how much of a bitch the girl is. If you intentionally fuck and leave a chick, you are a complete asshole and you need to stop using people. You have absolutely no right to do that to any girl.
Do you know how much sex can affect us emotionally and mentally?
Did you know that when a girl gives you her virginity, hormones are released into the body that make her more attached to you, thereby making the break up 10x worse because she is physically attached to you now?
Anyone who goes around "collecting virginities" or using girls for sex is a complete dick and 100% deserves to be punched in the face thousands of times, kicked in the stomach, and then stabbed in the balls. I don't care if the girl if the most terrible, annoying, catty, whiny girl in the world; nobody deserves that.
Think about what you're doing before you fuck up someone's life. There's absolutely no excuse for using a person like that. None. And don't try to tell me you're not a dickhead, because I know that guys don't like feeling used either, as tough and badass and hardcore as you may try to seem.
And it bothers me even more when guys who have been used and were hurt by it go and use chicks. Like, what the fuck? Did you learn NOTHING from your own pain? Are you really that much of a lowlife?
Wow. Just wow.
God.
Fucking assholes...

So yeah, if you're planning on using me ever, or if I find out you used one of my friends, prepare to be fucking ripped apart because to me, that's just as bad as cheating, and cheating is one of my top 3 most despised things.

Get a life. Learn how to actually care about people. It's a lot more fun, and it gives you a lot more in the long run.

Yeah so that's my little rant about that.

Note: No, nobody used me. I just got angry over that situation.

On that note, I'm gonna go watch some TV or some shit. Word.

<3Emma
 

My hamster almost choked to death on a piece of string today :[
He was coughing and squeaking and gasping and I was like wtf and then I realized what was happening x_x
Poor hamster :[[[

I feel weird today
Not necessarily bad, just.. weird. I dunno how to describe it.
Kinda like... idk. I feel like myself, but I feel like myself from like 8th grade, not now. I'm different now, I'm more confident and more outgoing [though I was pretty outgoing then] and I'm a stronger person in general. But for some reason today I just feel like my personality went through a time warp or something. I don't think it's permanent, I think it's just today. But it's weird.

I'm waiting for WoW patches to install. They're taking fucking forever and I'm only on the first one. Not very fun.

Blegh online is boring today. I was talking to Mackie but she stopped replying, and I was talking to Sean but he signed off/got kicked off/whatever. And nobody else is on really. I might just sign off. I don't feel like talking to people today anyways.

My daddy and I went to the infamous haunted cemetary near our house this past weekend. It was fun, we got orbs in some pictures and such. I went to take pictures for my ghost hunter friend for his movie. He thinks I'm a good photographer, and he asked me to help him out so yeah.

Well I'm gonna go. I really have nothing exciting to write about.

<3Emma
 

So I was just talking to Sean, and I'm pretty happy cause it was like the conversations we had before all the break up shit; just telling each other random stuff about our day and making each other laugh. I usually have some trouble figuring out what to talk about, but this was just humour and talking.
Which is good, cause he's one of my very best friends and I would hate myself if I lost him.
I'm not making that mistake again.

Just had to write about that.

<3Emma

I'm kinda anti-social today. I debated calling Donato earlier but then didn't feel like it.

As cliche as this is, I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster. One day I'm okay, the next I'm incredibly depressed, the next I'm happy, the next I'm anxious, the next I'm angry, the next I'm lonely, the next I'm content, the next I'm social, the next I'm not... it's driving me crazy.

I talked to someone I hadn't talked to in a very long time a few days ago. I'd missed that person, as much as I really didn't want to admit it. They were the only person who ever knew me almost completely. I could tell them anything, absolutely anything. They hurt me, of course. More than almost anyone [now there's one person who's hurt me more, but there wasn't before]. They were the first person to ever truly break my heart, and I wasted years chasing them and wishing for them and getting them back and losing them over and over.
But they also helped me more than anyone.
They understood me more than anyone.
And, most importantly, they cared more than anyone. That person cared about me so deeply... to the bone. They cared about me from my worst to my best. They cared about me no matter what I did.
I feel stupid. I pushed them away when I started going out with Sean. That person and I had become friends again, despite everything we'd been through, but when I started going out with Sean I thought it was right to push them away. I thought I needed space. I even convinced myself to be mad at them for hurting me.
And then I saw them.
And I felt like a total moron.
The one person who could actually help me through this whole thing with Sean, and I pushed them away months ago.
And then I talked to him a few days ago when they IMed me. And I had the chance to ask him to be my friend again. I was going to. And I didn't. And now I don't have the guts to IM them and try. I'm too afraid they'll be like, "Uhhh... how about no?"
-sigh-
Damnit.

I got a new computer, it's pretty boss :D
It's super fast and the hard drive is like 8x bigger than my old one. I downloaded The Sims 2 and all the expansion packs and it took only a sliver of my space, whereas before it took like 1/4 of it.

Well that's about it. I'll write later/tomorrow/whatever.

<3Emma

Can't sleep X_x
So I'm writing in here instead :D

I reached level 26 on my Blood Elf Warlock today on World Of Warcraft XDDDD
I was pretty excited.
It only took me like...
2 years
lmao
Shows how much I play that game XD

I'm immensely sick of people hating on gays.
So I'm going to write every argument I've come across in my fight for the right to party to be yourself, and then I'm going to spam-rant my opinions about them XD

The Bible says it's wrong!!!!!!!11!!!!!1!!!!!!!ONE!!!!!1!!ELEVEN!!!!111!!!!!!!!!
The Bible says a lot of things.
The Bible also says that every single person who isn't Christian is going to Hell.
Yep.
I'm Christian. I pray every night. God and Jesus FTW!
But honestly, I don't believe that every non-Christian person is going to Hell. And I don't believe homosexuals go to Hell for being homosexual. Love is love. You don't choose who you love or who you're attracted to. It just happens. I really, severely doubt that God would send people to Hell for things they can't control. That's like God sending someone to Hell for being black or for having red hair. It'd be ridiculous.
I don't know my opinion on the Bible anyways. It was written by men, and has been translated by men 5328905628095 times. And it wasn't just a religious thing, it was also to keep track of what was happening at those time periods. And it was written by men who were INFLUENCED by God and who were writing what God told them, but since it was written by men, who knows what those men added to it?
Also, the Bible doesn't say being gay is wrong. It says a man sleeping with another man is wrong. But when the Bible was written, reproduction was a concern. Now it isn't; there's enough humans that we can keep reproducing and still have homosexuals too with zero problem.

I have a second argument here.
Not everyone is Christian.
In fact, the vast majority of people I know in my high school are athiest or agnostic. Some are Wiccan and Jewish. I'm friends with hardly any Christians, not intentionally, but because the country is not 100% Christians. Therefore, why should Christian beliefs be forced on everyone?
They shouldn't.

Next people will be saying they should be able to marry dogs/cats/horses/chickens/hamsters/butterflies/tree frogs/various other creatures!
Bull.
Shit.
That is an ENTIRELY different subject.
People who are involved in beastiality typically don't have any emotional attachment to the animals they're raping.
And the animals have no way of consenting.
Homosexuals and bisexuals have the ability to ROMANTICALLY LOVE the same sex as themselves. They are physically attracted to the same sex the same way straight people are to the opposite sex, but it's not ALL about sex like beastiality is.
I despise when people compare homosexuality to beastiality. They are two completely unrelated topics.
It disgusts me that people honestly compare my friends to people who force sexual activity on animals. Ugh.

BUT WAIT! They can't reproduce!
Are you honestly so narrow-minded, cynical, and unimaginative to believe that every human on this Earth is strictly here to have babies? What would be the point?
There's more to relationships than sex and making babies.
I guess you think that people with messed up ovaries, people who don't want kids, and people who are infertile shouldn't be allowed to get married or have the same rights as everyone else either? Cause that's totally fair.
There are plenty of reasons for not being able to produce.
I would also like to point out that there's a species of lizard where females have sex with females to reproduce. The males died out many years ago, and the females adapted and evolved and now they can reproduce. Just something to think about.

Well, okay, they can be gay, they just shouldn't be allowed PDA.
Uh. Why the fuck not? You're allowed PDA. If you're allowed it, they should be too. There's no difference between your PDA and theirs. Yours could offend and disgust people too, you know. In fact, the vast majority of things in the world will offend SOMEONE. My opinion is live your life and don't overly worry about it.
But yeah, point blank: if you can display your affection in public, so can they. End of story.

You don't need marriage to promote your love.
No, you don't. I will agree with that.
However, is it right that homosexual couples don't get the same legal rights as straight couples?
If a straight couple gets married, for example, they can take advantage of each other's health benefits, insurances, etc.
Homosexuals can't, in most states, get married. Therefore, if one of them doesn't have health insurance and the other one does, and the one without health insurance gets sick and can't afford to pay hospital bills, the lack of rights to marriage WOULD be a huge problem for the couple, as well as the couple's friends and family indirectly.
Also, let's say both of them have health insurance. One of them gets seriously ill/injured goes to the hospital. The homosexual partner would not be allowed to stay at the hospital with their love because they aren't "immediate family" without being married.
This is another problem.

Homosexuality will make other people homosexual.
Yep, cause hanging out with black people makes you black, and hanging out with short people makes you short, and hanging out with people with freckles will make you catch freckles.
Even if, though I don't agree with this, homosexuality were a choice, chilling with people who dye their hair or wear all pink or insist on wearing bright orange eye shadow every day will NOT make you do these things.
This argument against homosexuality just doesn't make sense. Sexuality isn't contagious. If it were, we'd be all one sexuality indefinitely, because it would spread to everyone until everybody was either homosexual, bisexual, or straight.
That isn't the case, therefore this point doesn't hold water.

Kids will get beaten up for having homosexual/bisexual parents.
Only if people teach their kids to hate instead of accept.

I have tons more to say on this matter, but I'm gonna try to sleep again.

<3Emma

P.S. I still hate being single.
I want an amazing boyfriend who won't just be like KBYE with no warning or discussion when one thing goes wrong.
Just thought you'd like to know.
[No offense to any of my previous boyfriends, and that statement wasn't about one specific person. It's happened multiple times. People just don't know how to talk about things I guess.]
 

I feel kinda distant today, from everyone.
I don't really know why x_x I just feel like... idk... I don't even know how to explain it.
I don't want to sound ridiculous and overly emo and whatever. But I think part of it might be because pretty much all my friends are in relationships. Sean, Rachel, Donato, Max, Peyton, Rachy, Brandon, Eileen... they all are. And a lot of my school friends and town friends are too. And everyone, except for Sean [thank God], is always talking about their relationships and posting pictures on Facebook of them and their significant other and such, and I can only relate if I bring up things from my relationship with Sean, or sometimes from way back when I was with Kerry.
I feel like I'm just kind of the heartbroken, loser, hopeless romantic kid who dwells on the past.

Bahhh humbug.

I've decided I'm going to start studying ghosts, myths, lore, etc.
I think it'll be useful for my books and everything if I know a ton about that stuff. I already know quite a bit, but I want to learn more.

I don't really know what else to write about. So I'm just gonna go research some of that lore and whatnot.

</3Emma